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I cannot deal with secrecy. And I cant deal with the fact that I cannot talk to my boyfriend about most of the things that I want to talk about. Who knows...
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[30 Jan 2010|12:40pm] |
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I think there may be something wrong with my IUD. Not really sure, but i cant see the doctor until March. shitty kaiser.
I am going to go running at the beach, probably to tj.
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[29 Jan 2010|09:27am] |
Most of my recent dreams have been about me doing something extremely violent to someone. But it is never satisfying. Its weird.
Mmmm tea is the best.
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[28 Jan 2010|05:20pm] |
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I am addicted to exercise, mostly running. I notice I become very moody if I go a few days without.
Alsooooooo I have decided to take the lvn course at my school once I am done and then work for a bit and then to the lvn to rn program at city. From what I have heard its muuuuch cheaper and I can work while doing it.
I despise my stepmoms parents. Mostly just her mom. She is such a bitch.
I hope it rains this weekend.
Meh Im all sweaty and need to shower.
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[25 Jan 2010|04:27pm] |
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dementian 99- shadow girl |
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woooooo i got 100% on my test today. i have maintained an A throughout the whole program and i graduate in june. i loooove it.
ok my boy and i are going out to run.
i want more rain!
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[21 Jan 2010|04:56pm] |
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book of love- boy |
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book of love is awsome.
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[19 Jan 2010|04:37pm] |
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getting an iud when you have never had kids and your doctor fucks up and does not give you the things to prepare you 24 hours prior is no doubt the most painful thing i have ever experienced. and then i almost passed out after. whatever. hooray for anti babies!
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[22 Sep 2009|08:18pm] |
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wow that was fast, she must check my journal daily. thats pretty sick. i wont feed the drama. fuck that. i will avoid drama like the plague.
ok from now on this is friends only!
these are very appropriate:
Passionate hatreds can give meaning and purpose to an empty life.
Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.
Most people would die sooner than think; in fact, they do.
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[22 Sep 2009|03:44pm] |
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i got an A on my first quiz. hooray!
so willie called me at 345am and we talked until about 530(when i had to get up) he is so unhappy. i wish i could make everything better for him. so i guess jen is being an obsessive creeper and reads my journal. i find that very amusing and sad. and he told me she is all obsessive over him. he told me all about it. poor willie.
it was way too hot today. i went to the cemetery to study for a bit. it was too hot there though, and i forgot my umbrella.
so i guess the kitten i got my mom is a boy. he is amazing and my mom is in love with him. she is so much happier now.
i need to study some more for another quiz tomorrow and write some key terms. i love my school.
ok tea time and then swimming!
i think i will end up making this friends only. why do people have to be so stupid?
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[21 Sep 2009|07:25pm] |
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a flock of seagulls- wishing |
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i went swimming. it was nice.
i feel good right now. im not sure why but i like it.
i miss lots of people and things and its ok.
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[21 Sep 2009|06:05am] |
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i got a purple wig. i wore it all day on saturday. anna had a pink one. we drank lots of wine in her yard with candles and pillows. bo and fat c came over and joined us. i fell asleep kinda early and bo did too but anna and fat c were trying to get bo to wake up cause he wasnt supposed to stay the night so the put ice in his pants and drew all over his face and arms and took pictures. he still did not wake up.
good night.
yesterday i got a little black kitten for my mom. she is so fucking cute.
i have to get ready for school now.
hopefuly going to see nine after.
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[19 Sep 2009|12:13pm] |
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there is a fire right by my house. everyone is freaking out. the sky is all ambery and pretty.
i think they have it almost put out. i really dont feel like packing everything and going somewhere.
well im going to finish writing my medical terms and definitions and listen to the smiths. then im going to ramona. i need a bo and anna fix real bad.
yep they have it under control.
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[18 Sep 2009|01:24pm] |
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the smiths- stretch out and wait |
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last night was lovely. i had a glass of wine and went swimming around 530. then i was REALLY tired so i went to bed at like 730. zombie called me at 12 cause his car needed to be jumped so i went to help him and we went and got foob then he wanted me to stay over. it was lovely. i love that boy. and it seems like he feels the same but he says nothing. we both said we were going to be celibate. but i guess we are only sleeping with eachother, but we are not together? its ok i dont want to do anything with anyone else. weird but its ok. he makes me happy even though it hurts sometimes.
i have to right out 100 words and their deffinitions from chapter 7 which is on medical laws and ethics. and we have a quiz on monday. i let one of the guys in a class ahead of me practice a tb test on me. he did a good job. some of the girls in my class are pussys. im not sure why they chose this feild if they are scared of needles. and they make such a big deal about it.
ok homework time.
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[15 Sep 2009|06:30pm] |
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today was very good. i loved class.
after school i went and had soup at mitsuwa. then i went to greenwood cemetery and finished reading breathers. it made me cry. it was amazing. the cemetery was amazing too. its my favorite and i think its my new study spot. no one bugs you in a cemetery.
then i went and got zombie tea and brought it to his work, i think i got him sick. he gave me a very nice discount on some very cute stockings.
my pool is too cold to swim in right now.
im going to do a bit of studying and then start my other new book called promise of the wolves. it looks interesting.
my troat is kinda sore again.
tea time.
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[14 Sep 2009|05:13pm] |
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woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i love my school. today was good. i love it.
i got a big unemployment check today. i needed it.
yum soy yogurt and granola. and tea.
ok im going swimming.
im so happy i could pop.
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[13 Sep 2009|08:13pm] |
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oh and i am going completly celibate. at least for the duration of my school.
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[13 Sep 2009|06:46pm] |
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lastnight was very very good. i went to the show with zombie and we went to a movie today. i am still very much in love with him. and it was nice being so close to him.
who knows maybe things will work out someday, im not getting my hopes up but either way i want him to be happy.
i am VERY excited about school tomorrow. i have to get there so damn early. but it will be good. time for a swim
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[12 Sep 2009|11:51am] |
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acid bats- esclavos |
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i have insense and a bunch of pumkin candles in my room right now and it smells amazing.
i found a hotglue gun and fixed my skeleton hand necklace and i made a new skeleton hand hair clip because mine was stolen.
today i am finishing reading breathers and getting my room ready for school. and i am going to swim around 430ish. i need to find a box to file all my paper shit in. there are 2 huge file cabinets in my room that are filled with shit.
tomorrow i am going to see a movie with zombie. i am looking forward to that. a lot.
ok im off to drink tea and read and enjoy the smell of my room.
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